It was the 24th of June,
I was feeling little depressed. I shouldn’t have allowed that feeling to take
over my senses. I don’t exactly know what the reason was but I was feeling
really low. I wasn’t paying attention to what was being said in class. I was
deep within the sad feelings of my mind and heart.
I was questioning as to why He
called me here. I was feeling frustrated with the question. I was also blaming
God for not having what other college students already have or are even roaming
around with. I was not feeling like talking to anyone. I was totally overcome
by all the negative feelings. When having, I wasn’t conversing much with my
table members. I was feeling overcomes by all these negative feelings by now
and needed to release off these feelings. After lunch, I went and stood in the
Chapel. Slowly tears started rolling down my cheeks.
I felt relieved and free after
coming out. As I began assessing/ evaluating these moments I came to the
realization that I must have kept some hurt feelings in my heart which needed
an outlet.
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